Little Dipper

    if we both stand with paths ?on high?
    sink without the oceans, watch 'em dry
    we can see far to the other side
    it's you and i forever, we don't have to hide

    if we ignore the signals that mission control will send
    it's one big ship ride anyway, this hell will never end
    we gaze out on what they left of the stars
    all we see now we can take as ours

    you two've got just moments left to give
    come back now and we will let you live
    stay inside our blue protective eye
    we won't let them take you, we won't let you die

    my baby spins propellants, my systems set to blow
    she's at the milky way now, exploding into sound
    and she's constructed flashpoints to cover up the sun
    while i sleep under glass, i know that she will wake me when she's done


    The Pod

    morning scatters in and i am steady like a drug feeling out this one
    she wakes up smashed as hell and steadies her ass against the rail
    and bends before the pounding rain
    she had the widest bright ideas all along about my love
    and i need this fucking fix and i beg her to pick from
    one of the billion ways to feel no pain

    the morning after bends reflected and i can hardly stand
    the way this whole thing makes me seem
    she climbs out from a dream with lungs hardly as she screams a stereo scream
    and bends before astounding rain
    she's got a system made of metal and magnet bits inside her brain
    she opens her box of tricks and begs me to pick from
    one of the billion ways to feel no pain

    she had the widest bright ideas
    and all the world would sleep away until the nightmare ends
    everyone is on wait, wait on me and
    hold me up tight, let me breathe now

    she had the widest bright ideas
    and all the world would sleep away until the nightmare ends
    everyone is on wait, wait on me and
    and hold me upright, let me breathe now


    Stars

    she thinks she missed the train to mars, she's out back counting stars

    she's not at work, she's not at school
    she's not in bed, i think i finally broke her
    i bring home everything i want, nothing that she needs
    i thought she'd be there holding daisies, she always waits for me
    she thinks she missed the train to mars, she's out back counting stars
    i found her out back sitting naked looking up and looking dead
    a crumpled yellow piece of paper, seven nines and tens
    i thought she'd be there holding daisies, she always waits for me
    she thinks she missed the train to mars, she's out back counting stars
    i thought you'd be there holding daisies, you always wait for me
    she thinks she missed the train to mars, she's out back counting stars


    Suicide Machine

    sleep comes to everyone while we wait for the sunday afternoons
    sleep comes to everyone, everyone baby, yeah, but you
    sleep comes to everyone while we wait, wide awake and blue
    sleep comes to everyone, everyone baby, yeah, but me and you
    and so i give myself away to everybody everyday
    and so i give myself to you and you need it more than i do
    sleep comes to everyone while we wait for the sunday afternoons
    sleep comes to everyone, everyone baby, yeah, but you
    and i have this one figured out,
    that's why the suicide machine is built for two
    a simple sick device devised to overload on love
    to bring us colored dreams and soundtracked waves of fun
    and so i give myself away to everybody everyday
    and so i give myself to you and you need it more than i do
    sleep comes to no one else like we have falling through the ground
    fulfilling promises of endless summer nights
    i'm losing ground, you're losing sound
    somewhere through a thousand blues a dragonfly descends with just a whisper
    i'm lonelier than god, and all my wishes spin the fishes in the air
    and everyone a different shade of you
    and to the left where up is down
    now stand a zebra made of shapes of me and silver and the sun
    so bring no guilt with you up above the flatline
    let's just hit the sky exploding into one


    The Very Old Man

    [sorry]
    [sorry]

    it's eerie and it's awesome how all connected
    two pods scattered on the surface can become lazy into one
    he knows lightning kills the other,
    she can't stand to watch his petals fall
    it's better when cascades become like us all
    afternoon a golden disengagement leaves a woman with a household left to fill
    "sit and be still"
    send the voltage 'cross his ticker
    watch the stars they start to flicker
    and one by one the levels fall
    another drink, my love, and make it tall enough so i can stand on it and see
    all you've done for me
    a world of curves and lines electric
    remember how you strung the colored lights from christmas tree to me


    Why I Like The Robins

    the distance outside of you comes into focus, collapses away lovingly
    and hands to the glass and eyes to sky and glued to the south she waits to see
    she's looking for birds she met last fall,
    who said they would come back different than all
    she's waiting for six who know about sound,
    who'd promised to come back upside down
    and i like your raindrop collector,
    splash in my eyes and makes everything else look like you
    so hand me the glasses and teach me to use them,
    show me the window, i want to look too
    i'll take the glasses and cover for you,
    you get some sleep and i'll stay 'till two.
    i'm looking for six who know about sound,
    who promised to come back upside down
    she's got colors to spare and i don't care what they choose
    and i've got nothing to do and nothing like you left to lose


    I'd Like Your Hair Long

    i'd like your hair long and ladeled to the ground
    but you'd prefer an astronaut
    someone to relate to and someone to command
    and i would be a simple man
    i could hardly wait for my stars to fall in line
    and synchronize and shine
    a wasted string of years, and a wasted string of lies
    it's still the same to me
    it's a waste of a song
    you're a waste of my lungs
    it's a waste of a song

    i'd like your face gone and in its place the sun
    and i would be an astronaut
    for i have come to surface to catch some light and feed
    and i have everything i need
    and i could hardly wait for my stars to fall in line
    and synchronize and shine
    a wasted string of years, and a wasted string of lies
    you're still the same to me
    you're a waste of a song
    you're a waste of my lungs
    it's a waste of a song


    I Hate It Too

    morning gray ignites a twisted mess of foreign shapes and sounds
    i wish the ceiling was the ground
    i'll send you flowers made of silent tiny pieces of the sun
    to help me make up for this one
    while you send me tidal waves of love when you're alone
    and i can't remember what you do
    to find a way to turn the signal back to heaven sounding blue
    and bring me faithful back to you
    and she don't hold me right, she's never going to get me there
    not tonight
    if we break off gently in slow motion, spinning outward into space
    my hand always floating gently at the wheel while you sweetly hold my face
    and i need you to give it meaning, i need you to share the view
    or it becomes a time for me to love myself like every other thing i do


    Songs Of Farewell & Departure

    before we ?steam and send? steady to the sun
    a simple tale of woe, your hearts won't be undone
    a love song to everyone i know
    arms wide open, here we go

    she weaves a trail of petals through the embryonic hives (heights?)
    her hair was warm to the touch, her flowers twice as nice
    and if he stands on the moon he can barely catch her eyes
    always open to the sky

    and so we land only to find we never left the ground
    please leave the walls and the floors exactly as you found
    a love song to everyone i know
    arms wide open, here we go


    Iron Clad Lou

    now he's alive, while he sees he knows
    he'll need a word from this fuckin' tease
    he just needs some space and a lot of trees
    a place to sleep, a place to breathe

    cruisin' at a bird and strapped to a mountainside
    reachin' for the sun it tells him something's right
    come into my mind where i can't feel you
    cat is in my head and i'm fuckin' wide awake

    image in the sky tells me i'm not alive
    smashing suns and you smashing out his brains
    come into my mind where i can't feel you
    cat is in my head and i'm fuckin' wide awake

    i win, i win, i win

    it sure gets lonely at the top
    sure feels wierd when falling out
    it sure gets lonely at the top
    i win, i win


    Pinch & Roll

    so you think i've come alive?
    got my head out on the outside
    yeah i warned you like a brick
    you know i'm sick
    i move in time, i hear your face
    it's all over the place
    and everything i sing and do
    fuck you

    i hear you've got a brand new beau
    i hear he's lovely - white as snow
    he moves in time, he moves real nice
    i swear to god that's my advice
    i really miss the world, i stick it
    momma taught me how to dance and pray
    and i said, "okay"
    and you make me feel like i was dead
    maybe it's just in my head

    i can never be the one
    ?i'll lay total arm?
    yeah, i would never kiss your ass
    i don't know where it's at
    it really hurts in my mind
    i'm really, really nice
    i've gone blind, i'm missing teeth
    i can't breathe
    i'm a dirty old man who pissed on himself
    crushing at a walk
    scream at the world i've healed
    yeah, i've healed


    Shovel

    i failed in life
    i failed in love
    i fail to see
    the humor in any of this
    maybe more than you could know
    i have to come...
    i'm gonna go...

    i failed in life
    i failed in love
    i fail to see
    why we ever played this
    yeah, but I persist, and I charge
    and you pretend I'm really large, yeah
    i know that you stand by me so...
    feel this was supposed to recede
    that's my own
    love you like no other can
    time only eases me so
    wrap myself in my love and
    feel my face

    you cried
    yeah, yeah god have you cried
    it comes on like a dream
    seems to me I haven't seen
    there you are
    fuck yeah...yeah...yeah
    yeah, there you are

    a little too simple she is
    i dance alone
    feel this was supposed to recede
    that's my own
    i love you like no other can
    time only eases me so
    wrap myself in my love and
    feel my face


    Pewter

    Let's see how my day goes
    Let's see how my day goes

    She walks across on moonbeams
    She walks across on moonbeams
    Let's see how my day goes
    Let's see how my day...

    You trust your heart to know what's real
    But I've already spoken, the words, "mine"
    The sun, the moons, the plans we make
    that's okay, I take the taking, it's all mine

    She walks across on moonbeams
    She walks across on moonbeams

    You trust your heart to know what's real
    But I've already spoken, the words, "mine"
    The sun, the moons, the plans we make
    It's all there for the taking, it's all mine


    Scraper

    [i wanna make you stronger]

    [yes sir]

    i'm a gentle man
    thin waves
    tiny arms
    and a tiny voice
    that never said things quite right
    and the earth's a funny
    place to be now
    things always come my way
    the sky is not so green as it seems

    two, made a life of
    background noise
    me and the boys just
    killin time
    and this one fails
    to tell it all
    my life, it's slowed
    down to a crawl

    my love songs suck
    yours make me cry
    the world beneath you
    wanders by
    you wings never touch the ground
    no matter how strong they may seem

    [ the u.s. invades just so high anxiety ... fear will arrive ...  ]
    [                      ???? ...so calm ... never gave us the time ]
    [ ... can never, never stop thinking again of man.                ]
    

    my love songs suck
    yours make me cry
    the world beneath you
    wanders blind
    i know i did
    i know we're through
    why can't you say "i miss you too"?

    Just shut your eyes, love me too.


    Fire Head

    she comes down with
    with her hair on fire
    while I sleep
    and I feel wider than
    higher than you know

    she walks down
    with her wings on fire
    if I could stand
    her I would blow her down
    my buckets of love and pain
    but feel me up
    with your simple touch
    the words in my mouth
    i missed you so much
    i inspire
    everything you do

    feel me up
    with your simple touch
    the words in my mouth
    i missed you so much
    i inspire
    everything you do

    mom, i'm just a boy


    Sun Dress

    flowers flying everywhere
    dragon spruce is screamin in your hair

    you showed me your sundress last sunday
    it's yellow, red, black and white and grey
    you showed me your sundress last sunday
    and i don't like it, i don't like what you say

    if i was flying everywhere away from you
    i don't think you can understand what i'm going through

    you showed me your sundress last sunday
    it was yellow, red, black and white and grey
    yeah you showed me your sundress last sunday
    yeah but i don't like it, i don't like what you say

    in your arms you bring me down
    the words in my head that can't be found
    yeah, she's all i want


    Double Dip

    breathe through the top straw
    and i'll hold you
    between breathes
    breathe into my lungs
    cry when it hurts too much

    the water's high, the water's high
    i know, my love
    the water's high, the water's high
    i know my love

    stand, deliver all
    yeah and all
    the love you get
    while i stand on your blue shoulders
    and scream into my lungs
    yeah, but first, but first
    know what you've done
    what you done
    what you done


    Winder

    it's a lonely, twisted world
    spinning sickly on one side
    i'm fried, and i can't sleep
    no i haven't enjoyed the ride

    i'm just a white guy from the future
    i'm completely out of touch
    i know that your tired
    but i never love so much


    Comin' Home - old version

    she covered up her special ???
    all fucked up again
    so call me away
    the pain is ??? with the sun

    i love you more than you could
    i'd do you like a son
    i'd do you like a son
    i'd do you like a son

    she covered up her special ???
    ?i'm with you ???

    i made me reach for myself
    i got my feet against the ground
    i made me reach for myself
    i'll take you anywhere you felt

    so we all ???
    i love more than you know
    i'll treat you like a son
    i'll treat you like a son
    i'll treat you like a son


    Isle Of The Cheetah

    chance brought me down on your side
    and she's just along for the ride
    wings melt and we hide
    and all this means nothing to the sun
    are we leaving this one?

    mine comes true here
    who's expanding here?
    mind full of you here
    and I will claim (?) fits in the sun
    are we leaving this one?

    and swift out, she goes to the last fray
    short lives and long days in a fast stay
    then will they wave to you?

    The ocean spreads out on sunbeams
    radiant, knowing
    and your hand looks so nice in mine
    and its been a thousand years seen since inception
    and radiant, glowing.
    and they say that we are doing fine

    your ocean spreads out on sunbeams
    radiant, willing
    your hand looks so nice in mine
    and the new come struggle has both of us
    stapled to the island for awhile
    and they say that we are doing fine


    Comin' Home

    we're two points collapsing
    supercharged from the storm
    sun-drenched and our faces, too deformed.
    this we're content to see us
    peeling locust skins from the locust tree
    "hang on to these places" she says to me
    and clearly in this afternoon
    clearly we will have to turn and come home soon.

    she ?loaned? to me, a point collapsing
    with that loved face in the snow
    the mission could be corrupted
    and we wouldn't know
    and we wouldn't know

    my baby reaches for the sound
    i've got my feet against the ground
    my baby reaches for the sound
    i'll take you anywhere you've found

    nothing no more is to see us,
    peeling locust skins from the locust trees
    "hang on to these faces" she screams to me
    clearly in this afternoon
    cleary we will have to turn and come home soon

    clearly in this afternoon
    cleary we will have to turn and come home soon


    If You Are To Bloom

    i'm thinking of your wide open eyes
    smiling as they feed the nerves
    that push the field of silver and the colorful lines
    that only you could see, like only you could do

    i'm picturing a foresept in ice
    that you would see if you could reach
    and reconnect the ends into the delicate legs
    but I just sit and wait for a blip to break the perfect little thing
    (?)

    i dreamt of jet this high
    seeding clouds from the other side
    and rolling softly til the underbelly shines
    and the vat's skin stir the sea
    feeding upturned mouths and sprinkling away
    a dusty sleep you took too soon
    and you
    you need watering if you are to bloom

    i'm thinking of your failing green eyes
    smiling as they greet the day
    they can't see me

    and now I'm picturing us opening wide
    drinking down our days in haze and bliss
    together till it tumbles aside
    but i just sit and wait for a rhythm and a perfect little thing
    green ?mind?
    it's true
    so soon

    [and the coil speaks]
    i'd like to see us together
    i'd like to lay my head low
    i need to lean on a soft one
    and bring the spin of the world to a halt now
    [and the coil sleeps]
    and you've been gathering angels
    and fading further each day
    i love you right now as i never...
    remember my face as you quietly make your way

    I dreamt of jet this high
    seeding clouds from the other side
    and rolling softly til the underbelly shines
    and the vat skims through the steam
    feeding upturned mouths and sprinkling away
    a dusty sleep you took too soon
    and you
    you need watering if you are to bloom


    Ms. Lazarus - translated by Ryan O'Leary and Gordon

    i come to you all dressed in sound.
    bluebirds stripping wires to the ground,
    connected to a time machine that will not power down.
    set the crosshairs back on one.
    you said we'd only die here in the sun.
    the way your headstone shines,
    i only wish that it was mine.

    so set the crosshairs back on one,
    and nail the loop that brings the second run,
    past the wished on charms,
    through the lens back to your living arms.

    this time machine won't power down.
    and this time machine won't power down.

    and still the crosshairs rest on one.
    and still you rest here in the morning sun,
    and still I fumble through
    pages of constructions on the line.

    i like the clone of sound you found.
    i like the way it feels here coming down.
    the way your headstone shines
    i only wish that it was mine.


    Afternoon With the Axolotls

    she hits the cradle with both hands high
    downward is heavenward
    and we are not alone.
    condensers on and the drop is found
    a fingertip trace says to me
    "i can see you and you are red"

    a bed of dead leaves grace the ground
    a quick glance to the other side
    and we will not be found
    send me arms and haste commands
    come close, screams to me
    i can see you above the rest.
    and through it all she seems secured
    downward is heavenward
    and we are not alone
    head thrown back, a sickened sigh
    eyes shut
    beelzebub, can we do this without a net?


    Green To Me

    the morning image from the satellite is all blue and green
    and we've all got wounds to clean
    here's a rag, here's some gasoline
    she wakes up fine are rested well
    released at last from in the sleeping cell
    breathing comes with ease
    it's a sweet revenge,
    built with a chemical ride
    my medicine man is the best,
    wires to the temples, place them on
    let's see how we sound
    it's all green to me
    what a sweet revenge
    it's all green to me

    see me liftoff one by one
    i see a cool spot here
    lets go down
    peddle to the ground
    a lovely mess
    that i am blessed to see
    of me, of me

    she lifts her wings up high
    sends her shrill of lifetime until we die.
    and all the dream's and tale's
    perfected in the colored sky!

    the morning image from the satellite is all blue and green
    and we've all got wounds to clean
    here's a rag, here's some gasoline
    it's all green to me


    Dreamboat

    you swore the earth was round
    and you said that there was no upside down
    i hit the starshift left, let the parallax slip
    like you showed me in the lighthouse
    and did the math and it came up ones and os

    i know a girl who makes me shine
    my dreamboat's leaving on a submarine
    she packed a second set of tanks
    and all i ever want i need
    i know a girl who makes me whine,
    while my dreamboat scatters on a submachine
    she packed a second set of tanks
    and all i ever want i need

    and you swore the earth was sound,
    and you said that we could go upside the ground
    but the starfish sends in the message in a code
    that you can't see from the lighthouse
    and we will dive in the afternoon

    i took in a simple time to wander
    engaging twilight through the trees
    if she needs help among the kelp ways
    then i'm not tied to these
    no, i'm not tied to these

    i know a girl who makes me shine
    my dreamboat's leaving on a submarine
    she packed a second set of tanks
    and a solar powered lung for me
    and to the girl who makes me whine
    while my dreamboat scatters on the submachine
    she packed a second set of tanks
    and all i ever want i need
    for me, for me, for me

    stay, stay, stay...


    The Inuit Promise

    i took a worn out strand of your cellophane hair and stretched it sideways
    and though my mind slipped though between the sea and me
    my brains stopped working from the cold
    i sort of strayed from what we know
    so i'll be like you and do what's right
    and win a love i don't deserve out on the ice tonight
    teach me the bluest song you know.
    the moon ain't comin' up,
    and I swear to god tonight it feels like snow.

    i'm glad we got your hands warm so my arms can feel like trust again,
    i can promise true waves when the summer comes
    the world still fits the same form we engraved when it all began
    maybe catch a new wave
    feels like
    it feels right

    so we ride whales and drag race time
    and i fill fires from the traces of trilobite hives
    you sleep like god inside her womb
    and you see clearly too
    the silicon wasteland they left inside my mind

    glad we got your hands warm
    so my arms can feel like trust again
    i can promise true waves when the summer comes
    the world still fits the same form we engraved when it all began
    maybe catch a new wave

    we lost the road now
    inject the charms
    and we care for all of ours

    we stand, froze now
    transfer alarms
    just like the Inuit with the promise song
    to come down and see
    to come down and see
    to come down and see
    come down and see


    Apollo

    i'm thinking of a number between everything and two
    i'm thinking of a number between everything and two

    she said "you can find a space between my arms if you will stay
    like if we ignore the systems they'll just blink out and quickly go away."
    she said "i'll keep all the signals that you send home to me
    and i'll meet you back here on the ground."

    it's lift off, lift off again.
    she's pissed off, pissed off again.

    moonlight brings me back again to stay
    and i know if she had her way i'd always be through
    tethered to a glass ring she keeps beside the phone
    and never ever stepping out into
    blankness and darkness light underneath the leaf
    has settled on me here and scraped away the sound

    she said "you can find a place inside my heart if you will stay
    and i need you back here on the ground."

    it's lift off, lift off again.
    she's pissed off, pissed off again.

    moonlight brings me back again to stay
    and i know if she had a way i'd always be through
    tethered to a glass ring she keeps beside the phone,
    and never ever stepping out into...

    I'm thinking of a number between everything and two
    I'm thinking of a number between everything and two

    and moonlight brings me back again to stay
    and i know if she had a way i'd always be through
    tethered to a glass ring she keeps beside the phone
    and never ever stepping out into...

    and moonlight brings me back again to stay
    and i don't feel a thing here anymore
    strings of information slowing to a stop
    the tether's end slipping from it's knot
    i'm stretching out into...

    i'm thinking of a number between everything and two
    i'm thinking of the number between everything and two

    it's molecules of you


    The Scientists

    electrified and lit up by an outline of herself,
    smiling now as only she can be.
    she said "i made some new connections to astound them all in ways we've never dreamed about"

    her lovely hand is glowing from the light inside itself
    from soaking in the esters stacked for miles on a single shelf,
    holding my eyes still so she can see...
    all the super undercover custom hybrids got to me.

    it's too much, you're too late...
    i want to see it all again.
    she says "keep this benzene ring around your finger
    and think of me when everything you wanted starts to end."

    and i saw living lusters form in pools beneath her feet,
    invertebrates that only she can see
    and i said, "what on earth are all these animals for?"
    she says, "exactly, we're not gonna wait around here anymore."

    systems back down slow, watch the dust cloud descend.
    and i will keep you, i will keep you to the end.
    set your head back low, watch my ears ring.
    i will take care of you, i will take care of everything.

    systems back down slow, watch the dust cloud rescend.
    and i will keep you, i will keep you to the end.
    set your head back low, watch my ears ring.
    i will take care of you, i will take care of everything.

    it's too much, you're too late...
    too much, you're too late
    higher than my distance to the ground
    and i think i see myself again through the pinhole.
    but the pinhole captures all of you.
    and the pinhole captures all of you.

    it's too much, you're too late.


    Puppets

    she don't stand, she glistens
    and this is how we listen
    this is how it goes

    she doesn't glow, she glistens
    grace the (?) sickens
    you didn't have to be so
    fucked up from the get go

    your listless falling feels the same
    as two lives tripped on a single string
    and hopeless, helpless now
    godspeed to another space
    ?and sees?

    ascention is ours
    ascention has opened up here now
    with you in my failing arms

    and she doesn't glow, she glistens
    says this is how we listen
    and if we go slow
    we both can know

    i'm sure by now we're fading out
    so this is what my life's about
    i didn't have to be so
    fucked up from the get go

    your listless falling feels the same
    as two lives tripped on a single string
    so hopeless, hapless now
    we godspeed to another space
    ?as he sees?

    ascention is ours
    ascention has opened up here now
    with you in my failing arms
    with you in my fading arms

    she doesn't glow, she glistens
    she doesn't glow, she glistens

    your listless falling feels the same
    as two lives tripped on a single string
    so hopeless, helpless now
    we godspeed to another space
    ?as he sees?

    your listless falling feels like nothing else we think about
    i'm blinking out, i'm blinking out, i'm blinking out

    ascention is ours
    ascention has opened up here now
    with you in my failing arms
    you're blinking out in my failing arms


    Aphids

    all awake at bedside lifting through the afternoon
    they said she says "must be by me.
    problems at the rose den
    tiny movements at the well
    faces alive they'll sweep by me."

    communicate with the pack as well
    it's good how pure we can make him smell
    around you
    it always feels the same

    resting in sunspots in the fading afternoon
    aphids abound, it's where they're only here to sleep by me

    we need the light off and the window halfway wide
    aphids alive they sleep by me

    crumples of silence we are
    ringing off on our bells
    got on it
    no way before us
    in uncovered wakes in a real cell

    lovelaced companions made the day slip past too soon
    aphids astound, that's where they're only here to sleep by me
    arrested movement at the rose den and the well
    aphids alive, they'll sleep by me

    crumples of silence we are
    ringing off on our bells
    got on it
    no way before us
    in uncovered wakes in a real cell

    crumbles of silence we are
    each and all to ourselves
    got on it
    no way before us
    in uncovered wakes in a real cell

    [dutchspeak]


    This page taken from a Google cache of a defunct page at Clemson. I've made some changes and annotations.